~Desire~

October 19, 2009

I think it’s immediately before, or perhaps shortly after they leave that we begin to feel a small emptiness inside of us. It’s an emptiness not as great as a loss because they do still exist, but a loss from our everyday routine. One that we were becoming accustomed to and one we looked forward to occurring regularly. Some people cause the most extreme amount of happiness one has ever felt, others cause confusion and grief, and then some just pass us by, but without fail, each of these people shape us into who we are; today, and who we are becoming tomorrow.

There are times our minds travel to this other world where outsiders may assume we are day dreaming, but it is the place we go to when we argue back and forth to ourselves. Questioning if it was true, was it worth it, why is this happening...again? It is good to question and it is good to accept what the reality of the situation is. To think rationally is to think realistically. Is it? Is it important to understand what is most likely going to happen? For the part that is “most likely going to happen”; does it have to be negative? Does it have to end? Does it have to be that someone is going to get hurt? Does it have to be heart-ache and torment? No.

Who’s to say the end result isn’t a prince charming sweeping you off your feet? If it happened to someone else, why can’t it happen to you?

Hear me when I say it’s not you that this keeps happening to. Hear me when I say, it will happen to you as well, just give it time. You have, I’m sure, more than one guardian angel watching over you, calculating the perfect time for everything to fall into place. This does not mean to just sit and wait, life doesn’t happen in that particular way. You must want it. You must send out the energy that you are here and you are alive; that your life is worth living and that you want this. That you want the best that life has to offer and you will live it the best way you know how to...

.....But without that desire and that burning passion for what you want, life will just pass you by.

AT, CW, WH~*~